"In this life- I only had one fear"

"Turner getting involved into something that will destroy the humanity. Getting into a grave where snakes are awaiting to make your soul tormented for hell. I can't save her from this now. Only she can do it by herself"

"They both look exactly same just the height is a bit disturbing. The doppelganger is a bit taller than her. She is definitely doing this to bring back Adelia to London- under her wings. She is using this doppelganger for her own purpose and took the chance to save Adelia"

"I didnt told anyone that Adelia is in Norway now with Katherine. Adelia is a satan. Adelia is a bastard. She killed way too many people. She made a bloodbath to sit on the throne and drag the nobility generation wealth. Even if Turner knows it- she will rather die than admit her sister's fault. Its hard to abandon your blood and Turner knows it more than anyone"

"Yulia is desperately finding Adelia. Adelia harmed Yulia in a personal way and its too bad. I couldn't get my hands into the details. Yulia is a smart woman. She doesn't disclose her weaknesses no matter how close you are. I know that it will be forever a secret behind this madness of killing Adelia but I know that Adelia did something so merciless than even the demon will hesitate to look at her"

"Annalise and Yulia are staring at each other. The tension is big. Nobody is trying to look away. It feels unreal and invincible at the same time. It feels like time is swepting all of us- excluding them"

Turner. What are you trying to do?

"Yulia takes a step closer. Doppelganger takes a step back. Not because its scared- because its unstoppable and can't move until Annalise commands them. Annalise definitely stuffed a fortune on its throat. No wonder this piece of shit is so obedient"

"Man or woman? Still have a doubt"

"Annalise looks way too bored now. It seems she already predicted it. I mean- of course she planned everything. She even outrunned the great Yulia Yekateriya Mendeleev who can upside down the entire world to find a person and it only takes few hours"

What I wanna do is none of anyone's business

"Yulia places her hand on top of her heart as if a bullet sliced open her heart. Nikolai is gritting his teeth. He is probably tensed about Yulia doing something there but she is not going to do anything. Yulia is not a fool. She can make the situation so fool that people might believe Yulia went fool for a second"

Turner. You are so lame. You made a doppelganger? Couldn't calm the psychopath beats on your veins? Blood can't stop. It seems like- people dont change

"I wanna fuck up her face so bad right now but I know that Turner will handle and definitely going to hate if I open my mouth right now"

Peace matters more Madam Mendeleev and you know it better than anyone. You could do anything for your own sake. Why its so hard to believe when its my turn?

"Yulia knows that she is getting swept away. Yulia takes a step forward. The wind blows her blazer back as she approaches like a predator in front of My predator. Yulia wants something. She needs something"

Where is Adelia Turner? Tell me and I wont do anything to you

Yulia!

"I pull out my gun from my waistband and points on her direction. The breeze halts on its traces. Turner's eyes moves and comes to my face. She quietly rose her hand and asks me to put the gun down but I can't. How can I? How can I put the gun down when this demon is threatening my woman?"

"How dare she?"

Put your gun down Matthias. I will handle it

"Yulia laughs and her remark. I put the gun down, letting it fall on my side. Yulia purr her lips and looks at Turner and me for a second"

The sudden change is suspicious? Are you guys on a relationship? Does Matthias knows where Adelia is? I suppose he does

"I feel an empty hump on my chest, the feeling of getting caught but Im not scared. Im not scared of Yulia. I dont fear anything. I only fear of losing Turner"

Why do you need my sister? She definitely did something to you right?

"Turner finally steps on the twarf. Though Yulia is extremely tall next to Turner- My woman is still dominanting her field. Unfortunately Yulia Mendeleev is someone you can't put a fear on them"

Madam Mendeleev. Did she did something to your dear Vere?

"The confusion falls on our faces as we saw a deep and dark frown on Yulia's forehead. Her blue eyes has become the darkest shade of fear that could possibly exist"

"Yulia is- scared?"

"She is scared of my woman?"

"She should. Everyone should fear my predator. My predator owns the world. Annalise Mercer Turner owns the world"

I dont know where Adelia is. She has run away when I was captivated by her. She did a favour and opened my handcuffs. She run away with her men and wealth. She didnt even brought me the hyperion's hydrogen car

"The last part comes out as a sigh. Aiden laughs, breaking the silence. He stops himself and variates"

You are definitely Insane Turner. How can you talk like that in this situation? You are definitely insane for saying this

You can't keep your mouth shut?

"Jeremy scolds Aiden. And I and Nikolai knows where its going to lead us"

Why? You got a problem? You got a problem with my mouth?

Yeah so quiet down bastard. Can't you read the room?

No I can't. Atleast I dont wanna understand someone like you. You run away like a dwarf petite woman who is forced to marry an old man. Don't you dare teach me your stupid bullshits! Im fucking done with you

Shut the fuck up!

Make me!

Oh really? You want me to shut you up?

Yeah. Why? Wanna put your dick inside my mouth?

"We all are disbelief. Nastya and Nikolai are pulling them both away. Jeremy looks at Nastya and narrates like a baby who is throwing a tantrum"

You saw that Baby? I should cut his tongue off

Calm down Jer. He is angry. You knows him right?

"Aiden looks at Nikolai who is standing while groping his arm. Aide snarls like a snake and states"

What? You want me to call you baby now? Leave my hand!

"I continue to rub my forehead in disbelief. What the hell are they doing? Can't they really read the room now? Do they think its the time to fight now? Life is already a mess now. Their temper is definitely not helping at all"

QUIET!

"My voices comes out like an armour as I shout with top of my lungs. The silent was dense like forest. I glare at them with every possible satan on my veins. They look defeated but the eyes are full of flames. The ego needs to be restored or we are fucking done here!"

Do you even have an ounce of idea what's going on our life now? We all are mess. We all are done with our life- yet we dont wanna give up. We want peace at the end. Yes. It took us a while to realise what we want but- can't we just fix everything? What do you guys exactly want? You dont want to live in peace? You guys dont want to die peacefully? Don't you guys get that we are not normal? We are not born like a normal fucking human? You want me to make you all understand that too?

"The silence didnt lingered for long as Annalise opens her mouth"

Let's make it clear. What do you guys want?

"I step forward. I forgot the fact that Im obsessed with her and I need her in my every life"

Where is Adelia Annalise? We want her. Once we get her- everything will be fine

"Turner flairs her nose. I pretended to not know where Adelia is. She admitted that she knows I was tracking her phone and receiving everything but I still didnt reacted on the fact that I know Adelia is with Kate now. If Yulia gets to know this- everything is done for nothing"

"Adelia definitely used Vivian Valentino to ragebait Yulia. Im definitely sure. Yulia can't think straight when it comes to her dear Vere"

I already told you Matthias. I dont know where Adelia is

Your sister is the reason why we were apart for 5 years

"This time- the darkness falls all over Turner and her doppelganger. Annalise thought I was behind Adelia because of her kidnapping but that's not what is it only. Yes- I wanna teach Adelia a lesson but not like this. Adelia is the reason so many innocent people died. Adelia wanted a life of an immortal. She killed innocent people and took their heart like a beast and made a collection. Adelia was inside of illumination. She was inside of a dark energy and thought the world will be under her feet. Her hypnotic hallucination made her believe that killing innocent people and taking their heart is only way to feel loved, cared and immortality. She wanted her sister too. She wanted her sister's power too. That's why when she saw that I was guarding Annalise- she had me kidnapped and I dont remember anything else after that. That day- five years ago- If I didnt saw her face for a brim, I would never know that she is the reason behind the suffering we earned for five years. She even destroyed her sister"

Annalise. You might dont believe me but Adelia is sick. She is under a dark energy. She thinks innocent people's lives can make her feel loved, lived and alive like a normal person. Yes- Its your parents's fault for using her as a tool to have you. They made her like this but we all are born with a subconsciousness. Adelia wanted the whole world on her feet. She needed you as a back up. That's why she kidnapped me and did something to me and I couldn't remember anything. That's how she approached you. She knew that you wont give up on me and eventually find me. Open your eyes Annalise. We all are in trouble. Please tell us where is Adelia? Adelia can hurt anyone. She is not on her right mind. Please. I beg you

"Turner's doppelganger looks at her. Annalise takes a deep breathe. Her nerves are shaking now. She is nervous. Everyone here is nervous. Me too. The shithead Yulia too. We all are human at the end. We all are living a life"

Annalise

"Jules soft tone echoes on the silence. Turner slowly looks up. Jules makes her way towards her and grabs her hand"

I broke your trust. I failed as a friend. We were supposed to be each other's half. You are angry at me because you are worried about me. But trust me- Nikolas is the best husband I can ever find. He is a great father. He is my best friend too. He takes care of me like Im his entire world. Im ashamed to admit that we were hooking behind your back when you were going on your worst but trust me- he has been having my back from that moment. I regret betraying you but I dont regret choosing him. Im so sorry goofy

"Turner takes a deep breathe. She looks at Jules who is a crying mess now"

I was never mad at you. Yes. I was angry for getting lied and pushed by you but you just wanted love. I saw the happiness on your face. Unfortunately- I dont feel the strong attraction between us anymore and its clearly your fault. Its not something I have to do. You have to forgive yourself for making things so hard for you

"She looks at us while Jules looks at her with red eyes. The guilt will be here, on her heart till the day she takes her last breathe. She will never forgive herself. Turner looks at her wristwatch for a second. The tension is again here. My mind is occupied with one thing"

"I have to find that bastard"

My sister is probably here already

"The faint sound of siren is echoing on my ears. I stood in far. The distance was noticeable. Two guards stood behind me. The midnight was deep. Its already 2 am. The private jet landed smoothly on the runaway. The flight was delayed because of weather forecast. Nobody gives a fuck as long the work is done without any hassle"

"Fortunately- they didnt had the gut to stop me. I walked back like Im on a parade. They all stood on silence as I hop on my car and speeds away with Benedict. I was hoping for them to follow me like creeps but they didnt. They are plotting to kidnap Adelia. They need an answer from her and that's why I brought her to London"

"She have to apologise for everything she did. She have to repent no matter what it takes. Time. Patience. Discipline"

"Benedict was getting itched by the awkward silence"

Im not sure if I have the right to ask you but why are you calling Adelia to London, knowing they are aiming for her life?

"I sniff and takes a deep breathe"

She have to apologise for everything she did. She have to step off from her fantasy

Does she knows about it?

What?

That you brought her to London to make her apologise

"I face him"

It doesn't matters Benedict. Im controlling her now. Adelia might be dangerous. Might have very much money and people to protect her but she doesn't have a mastermind brain. She needs me. Im the one on control now. She is almost a toy for me

"Benedict shuts down. The stairs touches the ground. Flight attendants started to traipse down with bags and luggage, followed by Kate, Avelyn and Adelia. Adelia looks extremely displeased now but it doesn't matters because she will be under my boots forever"

"She is nothing without me"

Sup buddy!

"Kate practically jumps on me. I hug her tightly and pat her back"

I hope the journey wasn't bad

Absolutely not. The jet is super comfortable. I thought I was on home for a second

"I chuckle and face Avelyn. She pushes her hand and shakes my hand with her"

Welcome Avelyn. Everyone knows you are dead. Be ready to shock everyone

"She laughs and nod her head. I look behind and saw Adelia. She looks absolutely done with everything now. I dont mind as long she follows my rules"

Welcome to London Adelia. I told you to not worry about anything now. They wont be able to do anything. My entire security and guarding the airport. There is no way they can step in our space now. Let's go before something happens again

"The guards approaches us. The bodyguards are glued to our sides. I lead the parade. The entire airport is empty. I had to pull a massive check to delay and empty out every flights. As long it works- I got no problem"

"My Aston Martin waits, squeezed on our vehicles. I didnt trust anyone with the seat. Im driving. They are basically here to make a path for us to disappear neatly. The SUVs and Sedan parades down the streets. The risk is high. Matthias is already way too powerful and out of my league and he got Yulia Mendeleev on top of that. Practically its a jackpot. That fucking woman rules the world in a stormy fact"

"The peace didnt lasted long the moment we stepped on the highway. The highway was unorthodoxly empty and suddenly piles of car squeezed us from both of our side. Kate looks at me with worry all over her face"

"Benedict is right in front of us on a Sedan. Either they are taking Benedict for satisfaction or taking Adelia with everything they have"

"I saw Matthias's porsche and Yulia's black slick Sedan. I guess its Yulia and Matthias this time and its the most dangerous part. I pushed a loud honk and my people understood it. They quickly pushed the brakes to divert the lane of those cars and makes a neat path for us. I pushed more speed and drives like a Madman. Adelia screams as the car is practically flying"

"Matthias and Yulia smartly diverted our cars and yes- our plan failed but I dont rely on only one think- knowing how it will turn out. Matthias and Yulia are bit far behind but they are dominating the both lanes. Once they speeds a bit more- we are done for nothing"

"They are aiming for Adelia now. I swear that if Adelia gets caught on their hands without my back- I will be buried under six feet too"

"I press on the gas pedal like my life depends on it. Where Adelia is screaming- Kate and Avelyn are sitting so normally like we wont die the moment we gets overtaked. I got into his nerves today so I wont be shocked if he breaks my neck off"

"I whirl the steering wheel with a nice force and the tyres screeches as I switch the lane with a drift. I only get to distract him for a second. It wont take long for god's sake. Everything will be fine"

"I smirk as I saw two cars driving on our direction. I increase the speed and soon the cars let me pass and stops Yulia and Matthias with stopping car in horizontal screech. I laugh while looking at the rear view mirror with Kate and speeds down the streets"

•

You are going to stay here for a while

"I turn on the switches of the living room. The living room is extremely spacious with dining area and open luxurious kitchen. I purchased the three bedroom apartment just a few days ago for Adelia. The more luxurious I went for- the more trouble will find us"

You are telling me to stay with her? Again?

"I laugh at Kate's rage. Obviously she is done dealing with Adelia and there is no way Im letting her stay with Adelia here"

Of course not. You are absolutely fine staying with your parents. Why dont you surprise them? Adelia will stay here alone. A housekeeper will be here. A trusted woman. Avelyn will come with me. I hope I dont have to repeat

Well you dont but you gotta answer to my question

Which is?

Why did you brought me to London? You are definitely plotting something. Don't tell me you are going to hand me to them!

"Me and Kate shares a look. Kate didnt stand for a second and storms out with her luggage. Avelyn also excused herself. She is not needed here anymore"

If Im going to hand you to them- I wouldn't have hide you for that long and top of that with the help of my friend. So no- that's not my intention and you will soon know the reason. I want you to go to church from now on and start repenting

"Her eyes turns dark. She takes a step closer to me and juts her chin"

What do you mean by that? What are you saying?

You think I eat shit or something? Dont think Im kidding you. I know what you have been doing for so long. You do not realised what you have done. Repenti-

"Adelia's laugh interrupted me. I stare at her with a calm storm"

Repent? You are talking about repent? You think you are normal? Didn't you killed people to calm your boiling blood? You are born as a psycho. You think you are getting forgiveness? Why dont you think of yourself first?

I wanna get buried with the sins I've committed. And you? What about you?

Dont talk to me like this!

Then behave and do what I say or Im screwing you over this time

"I turn on my heels and walks out, not forgetting to hawk to Avelyn"

Avelyn. Come to office at afternoon. Dont open the door unless its the housekeeper. She will introduce herself

Yes Ma'am. Have a nice day

"The door closes behind me. I need to hit the bed for a second. My back is almost killing me. I open the door of my car and speeds down the streets. I turn down the windows and the breeze instantly calms a burning rage inside of my pit"

"Adelia will bring trouble no matter what. She will definitely try to run away. I saw a burned sparks on her face. She will destroy me if she have to. I dont need to remind her that she is literally nothing without me. Im keeping her alive and she should be grateful for this"

"The car enters the driveway of our mansion. I throw the car keys to one of our guard and make my way inside of the pitch black mansion. Before I could tiptoe and make my way to the upstairs- the lights turns on and Mom stares at me in disbelief"

Oh- you are awake? You should sleep

Are you kidding me now? Its literally 3 am in the morning! Do you have any Idea how worried I was? Nevermind. Since Im not your real mother-

Calm down. Who talks like that? When did I even said you are not my real mother? You are my mother. You gave birth to me. You raised me. I dont believe the truth. I refused it

That's good to hear. Now tell me- what were you doing instead of sleeping?

"I took a pause and slowly rubs my neck. She immediately understood that I've done something big"

I brought Adelia to London?

Am I hearing things? Can you repeat?

Mom Im serious!

And Im serious too!

"She motions me to sit down on the couch. I left the stairs and quietly sits down on the couch like a criminal undercover. Her eyes are not leaving my face. Its useless to hide from her- knowing she will eventually find out at the end"

I brought Adelia. Im hiding her currently. They want Adelia dead. She have done the most horrible thing possible to them. I brought her here to apologise to them. They will kill her once they find her. I know Adelia is crazy and she is a curse in the form of human but at the end- she is my sister and Im all she have. I can't abandon her

"I fall into a silence. I slowly looks up and saw Mom smiling at me"

You did great Dear. You are a wonderful sibling. You care for her when her own parents discarded her when she needed them the most. You have every right to support and protect her. I have no words against it but I want you to be careful

Yes. I have to be. Adelia will do anything to escape the maze. She will try to do anything to run away. She have to repent for everything she has done so far. I already told her to go to church and repent and you should have look at her face

"We both laugh. Mom shakes her head"

You did triggered her. Its already late. You should go and get a few winks. You have work

"I nod my head. She pat my head and walks away. I lean on the couch and close my eyes"

"I hope Im not doing anything wrong again"

•

"Trouble doesn't loves me like the way I love trouble"

"The morning wasn't so smooth. Instead of waking up with birds chirping- I woke up with a loud gunshot. I left my room with the same black tee and grey sweatpants from last night. The entire mansion was in chaos. My niblings are crying mess. I told Nastya to take Jude and November with her and not leave the room. Same to Mom. I told her to stay with them"

"Jeremy and Dad are not at home. The attack was from the person I was absolutely expecting"

"Yulia Yekateriya Mendeleev"

"I told the guards to stay quiet and do not rose the guns and keep the protection as strong as its used to be. Not something overwhelming. As long my family is safe- Im good like a pet"

"I open the massive mansion's main door. As I expected- Yulia is standing on the centre and the guards are all over our yard. I started with a calm voice"

Why dont we go inside and have a nice talk?

"Yulia's gun fall on her side and she rose a brow, trying to process my words. Did I sounded too shocking?"

You wanna go inside and talk?

"She tilt her head and approach me. I stood like a predator. She stood exactly in front of me with few inches gap between us. Her height is always terrifying. Im not a short woman. I stand a good five feet eight but she is as tall as Matthias and its not a joke. The height is not all. Its her energy. She has a satanic energy inside her and its the real problem"

I've been too nice to you right?

"I frown my brows. Before I could talk back- a hard punch launch on my face. I stumble back and gushed against a large pillar. My head started to spin. Fuck. Indeed Yulia Mendeleev is strong and powerful"

"My cheek is literally burning. Blood tricks down from the corner of my lips. I didnt fired back. If I managed to get on her nerves now- Adelia will be in big trouble. It wont take her much time to find my psycho sibling and that's definitely not what I want right now"

Yulia

"I whispers and wipe the corner of my mouth"

The more you get angry- the more you lose. If you dont wanna fall on my feet- I suggest you to quiet down

"Yulia wanted another shot to punch me but she refrain herself. She knows that the ball is on my hand now. And only I can throw it whichever direction I want. I flair my nose and stood straight"

A week is enough. I will make sure-

She dared to touch Vere

"My mouth falls in a long silence. Internally- my jaw is on the floor. What on earth did she just said? Adelia tried to hurt Vivian Valentino? The great Vivian Valentino? Excuse me please!"

She dared to touch Vere when Vere was away from me. She knows everything that how much I adore Vere. Vere was the only person who didnt gave up on me. She was the only person who never judged or questioned me for anything and your fucking sibling-

"She takes a deep breathe and launch another punch on my left side again. Fuck- I feel like dying now. My entire body is shaking. My head feels heavy and despite that- Im still standing on my grip"

Your fucking sibling tried to hurt her. Vere let go of it but I didnt and I will never. Mind it!

"She pushed me by my chest and walks away with her men. The piled up cars soon vanished from our driveway. I stood there. Some guards approaches me and helps me stand up. I let go off their hand and makes my way inside. I saw Mom and Nastya making their way to the downstairs. Mom's eyes widens as soon she saw my fucked up face"

Sweetheart!

"She runs down the stairs with Nastya. I slowly sits down on the couch and a worker brings me an ice bag and a first aid box. Mom sits next to me and gently caress the bruise"

What happened outside dear?

Yulia was here. Adelia did a grave mistake. I dont know if I will be able to save Adelia

"I look at the ceiling and sigh"

"Im going to pay for everything I did"

What?

"I almost gets up from my seat. Hector nods his head. His posture is neat as he started to state out the facts"

Yulia Mendeleev caused a huge scene there. She was there with her men. I hide on of our spy among her men because she is someone we can't trust. She attacked on Ms. Turner. Punched her twice. But he didnt heard what he talked about

There is a high chance that they talked about Adelia and Yulia definitely told her about her rage. Tell the man to be careful and be cautious on his steps. I shall go and see Turner. Yulia will pay for what she did

Ms. Turner is currently at a meeting now with boards but you can absolutely meet her now

How do you know Hector?

You said to me to follow her every steps so I figured out that I shall also keep an eye on her schedule

You are definitely genius Hector!

"I clap on his shoulder and makes my way out of the building. It took me only 30 minutes to reach at the Turner's headquarters. I make my way all alone to her office. Her assistant didnt stopped me and told me to wait as she will be here shortly"

"The layout isn't changed much. Still as same as before. Its just- it feels way more cold and lifeless. I dont know if Im the reason behind it or something else. Probably not entirely me but somehow Im still the reason behind it"

"I leisurely takes the seat on one of the comfortable couch. Her room is extremely neat and it feels uncomfortable but its absolutely fantastic because its her office room"

"The room's door opens with Annalise. I leave the couch like- as if a hurricane was chasing me. She jumps and takes a step back. My eyes widens as soon I saw the red bruise on her face. What the fuck that shit done to my woman's pretty face?"

What the fuck is that?

What the hell are you doing here?

"A question for a question?"

That Yulia fucker did that to your face?

Are you kidding me? Can you see how she literally changed my face? She punched me two times. I was about to collapse on the spot. What is that fucking woman made of? Stone? I feel feverish the hell! It hurts like fucking bitch!

"I slowly approach and gently takes her face on my palms. She leans on my touch and I lean- quietly giving a reassured kiss on her forehead. She is really struggling with everything now. That Yulia fucking shit. I will decapitate her once I get my hands on her"

Im gonna kill Yulia

Dont do that. The situation will get out from my hands

But-

My swear Matthias. You wont say anything to her! Staying silent is the only way I can calm the storm. If the matter resolves quietly- Im happy with the punches

"This crazy woman! What am I gonna do with her? She is still worried about Adelia. In the end- its her blood. People sometimes abandon their blood but human like Annalise will never. She can never abandon Adelia. Adelia has no one besides her and Im willing to do anything for Annalise as long she is happy to the next level"

Take a seat, Im fine. You are here for Adelia right?

"She takes a seat across me. I stand there like a status for a second and sits in front of her with my scrunched nose"

Eww the hell! I dont wanna know about your psycho sister. I just came here to see you. Dont mind me to ask but what did Yulia told you?

"She looks at me for a second and takes a moment"

Adelia targeted Vivian Valentino

"I chokes on my breathe. She pass me a glass of water and I chugs it down without any thought"

Take it easy. You know that what Adelia has been doing since you are the one who told me that. She happened to target Vivian but Vivian was unaware of it. So she was about to hurt her but Yulia somehow took care of it I dont know. She still had Vivian on her palm and probably brutally threatened Yulia. We know that Yulia is damn obsessed with Vivian. Matching the puzzle and the timeline- I was confused that why Yulia didnt did anything in so many days. Then I found the answer. Adelia was too powerful back then and approaching her was probably tough. The moment Yulia heard Adelia fall into my arms- she is fuming and craving for revenge

"I stare at her in disbelief. How can a person be so intelligent at every walk of life?"

You are genius Turner

Thanks Mr. Deschênes. I will take this as a compliment

It is a compliment. What are you going to do with Adelia now?

I told her to go to church and start repenting for every sins she did on her consciousness. She was fumed. She also pointed on me. Im a sinner too but I wanna pay for my sins on my grave

"I lean on the couch"

Everyone has different motive. You were born with a problem but you took care of it in many way. Nobody can blame you however what Adelia did is almost unforgivable. Yes, she struggled because of her parents but Adelia was made. She had everything around her to realize it. If we think deep- Adelia is not psychopath. She is a criminal mastermind to achieve her plans and she is willing to do anything. Im not forgiving your sister for what she did to us

"Annalise nods her head and leans closer"

I understand your grief and you dont have to force yourself to forgive her. We all die with a bit of sin and we pay for it. Adelia took 5 years from us. Indeed what she did with my mind is truly unimaginable but my parents are also included here so I can't blame her all alone. No matter how much angry I am- I can't abandon her Matthias

"I smile at her. That's the luck Adelia saved for herself. Annalise has the ability to do anything to Adelia because she is under her resonance. We can't even make a concept of what she can do to her yet still she is trying to do anything to make her sister normal"

You really dont have to. At the end- she is still your sister. Yes- you guys didnt shared a childhood, clothes, food or even conversation for years yet you guys are never hesitating in front of each other. That's the blood Annalise and we can't ignore and forget it at all. I've done so many bad things too but did anyone abandoned me? No. Augus has been cleaning my mess for years without any complain but did he abandoned me? No because its blood. Blood can be dirty, filthy or problematic but we need it to survive. You have every right to support her and I wont come between the two of you

"She nod her head and look down with closed eyes. She is exhausted but dont wanna give up yet and that's what the most fascinating about her. Annalise is one of the most powerful, ruthless and yet the most patient person I've ever discovered in my life"

I will do anything for Adelia to realise her mistake

"I nod my head and smile- knowing she absolutely will do it"

"I trust her. I absolutely does"

"Life is absolutely unpredictable"

"Why I said that? Because not even in my nightmare I thought that the next five years will turn out like this. Not expecting to discover that Im a psychopath and killing people- my parents cleaning the mess, not a real Turner, my birth parents are dead and my blood sister killed them, my friend betrayed me and shot me on heart- making me fall asleep for a solid year, my enemy getting kidnapped by my sister and forgot me for 4 years and I was mourning his dead for almost three years"

"A month has passed between every mess. Yulia is still threatening me. Barging on my office anytime she wants but glad that she returned to russia for a while now"

"The whole month- I was working like a dog. I took Adelia to a well known psychiatrist with daily sessions for one hour. I pick her up, drop her off, takes her to long drive everyday wherever she wanna go. I takes her to church every morning to repent. Where I stood like a stone behind her- she cries getting on her knees but she is not guilty. She just wanna get rid of it"

"Taking care of the whole company as the backbone and taking care of a psychopath as a psychopath is not easy at all"

"Adelia is ready to open up about everything. I didnt forced her. She is wiling to tell me everything"

"We both are on a quiet place. The beach is all empty. Its far from my place but close to her place. She didnt wanna come with me so she just let the driver drive her here. I appointed one for her but still drives her whenever I have to"

"She has been silent from past 16 minutes. The wave is splashing her fair feet. Im standing probably 6 meters away from her. I dont rush her. I dont rush on Sunday morning. I hear her sigh but doesn't looks at her"

Mother told me that a devil hears her

"I dont respond and let her continue"

She says when you want something from the pit of your heart- a devil appears and let you make a wish. You wish and he does it for you but you have to please him

"I close my eyes in disbelief. My sky blue shirt feels heavy. Way too heavy. Probably its those words that left her mouth"

I wanted power. I wanted to own anything. I wished to the devil that I wanna be the most powerful. In return- he needs powerful individuals head and heart

There is no devil Adelia

"She swing her head towards me. I look at her. She approaches me with a pitiful gaze and tries to explain herself"

No. There was a devil. He appears at midnight when I cries and fall on my knees. He whispers on my ears "Child. I give you wish, you owe me something in return" I swear Ingaliese! He is the one who made me do this. Mother is the one behind it. She summoned him. She pleases him. She says we are his child

"You have got to be kidding me now. I wasted money on a psychiatrist to hear this bullshit?"

I killed 200 people for that. He takes care of me now. I paid full price. He is happy and takes care of me

The devil is you Adelia. Its your hallucination

NO! ITS NOT! HE GRANTED MY WISH! HE MADE ME POWERFUL. HE SUCCEED YOU TOO!

"She shouts on my face. I shook my head. I worked like a dog for all those years to hear this fucking bullshit? A devil succeed me? Motherfucker getting on my nerves now"

Okay I believe you. Why did you targeted Vivian?

"She looks at me like a pure psychopath"

Are you kidding me? Vivian Valentino was the most powerful woman who could please the devil at one shot! But the Yulia came between us. Yulia threatened to reveal everything about me to the police so I blackmailed her with Vivian when they were in bad terms. If Yulia reveals everything about me- I'll kill Vivian

"Yeah. No wonder I received those punches that day. I deserved for saying that bullshit that day. Now I know why Vivian told me to be careful that day. Fuck- what am I gonna do now? Die?"

About Matthias. What did you do to him?

Oh that? I kidnapped him from France that day. It was the only way to approach you. Though it took me four years- it was worth of it. That's the easiest way to earn your sympathy that way but Im confident to say that I never wanted to kill you. I always wanted to make you my strongest backup. You might act like just an executive director of your company but you are the most powerful person to ever exist. It was hard to brainwash Matthias. It didnt went as planned. It turned into an amnesia and he returned to his present self. Its fascinating to see that he remembered that single glance of my face

"Im going straight to hell with her. I swear. Im going to hell with her. There is no repentance. We all are fucking going to hell I swear to god!"

You were the devil Adelia. You are the real devil. You were mother's devil. You were your own devil

"She stares at me as if I just stabbed her heart"

There is no one in the world that can save you now. You wont be forgiven. You wont be able to repent. Hell is waiting for you and me. We both are going to hell for whatever you did

"Adelia takes a deep breathe and shoves me off. The driver stands in behind. Very far. I saw her driving away. That's the most hardest part of your life-"

"Where you see every sins but unable to repent"

•

"The sunday didnt turned pretty at all. I had to run to office at lunch time. Yes. No employees were there but obviously I have to be there because Im the slave now. Not a heiress"

"I had 5 meetings at different places. Some were taken care by the conference and some had to go on long drive to a far destination"

"It was already passed midnight when I reached home. The clock tics to straight 2:15 am. Thankfully everyone has fallen asleep. No one is awake. I stepped into my room like a thief and close the door behind me"

"I took a cold shower and changed into a tight collar black tee and loose grey pants. I have to woke up early too"

"Adelia didnt contacted me after that. Driver told me that she is safe at home by drop. Housekeeper told me that she didnt left her room. Adelia needs a reality check. There was no devil. Its the satan inside us. She was the real devil. Mother was as crazy as her. No wonder people hates nobility now. I mean isn't it too obvious?"

"I just sit down on the bed and take a sip of water. Avelyn has moved back to our mansion. I didnt wanted her to stay far. She is the next person I trust. Mom used to kinda hate her because she was involved on my every crime but still Avelyn is the pure madness"

"I was ready to slip down on the bed and that moment my phone's screen flashes with a familiar number. I pick up and it was the housekeeper under Adelia. What's so important to report this late?"

Yes Mrs. Delen. What's the matter?

"I hear a huge cry as response. I leave the bed instant"

Mrs. Delen. Speak up. What's wrong?

[Madam. A-Adelia Madam c-cut o-o-off her w-wrist]

"I dont remember where I threw my phone. All I remember was snatching the car keys, storming down the stairs, stumbling and driving to her place"

"I climb the stairs in hurry, completely ignoring the elevator. I kick the door open and makes my way inside of the apartment. I saw Delen on her knees infront of Adelia's room. She gets up and approach me but I pushed her and make my way inside of the room"

"There was Adelia, lying on her own blood. My knees started to give up. I crawl towards her and the pale lips instantly punched my guts"

WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING ALL THE TIME? WHY DIDNT YOU CALLED THE AMBULANCE? WHY!!

"I shout with top of my lungs. Delen shrinks and steps backwards. I tear down the bedsheets and roll the clothe on her cut. I pick her up on my arms and makes my way out of the apartment. Delen tries to follow us but I shouts at her"

YOU ARE FIRED! FUCK OFF!

"I didnt waste a single moment on that old bitch. I make my way out of the complex and carefully places her on the backseat and rounds to the driving seat"

"I dont remember the way of out of the misery. The speed was out of control. I halt infront of the hospital. I kick the door open and takes her on my arms now. The moment I stepped inside- doctors and nurses makes their way towards me. They lay her down on a stretcher"

She tried to take her life. Too much blood. Save her

"Im out of words right now"

"The doctors quickly takes her to the emergency section. I follows with quiet steps. The surrounding feels hollow now. Im covered with blood now. People are probably thinking that Im some crazy bitch but I dont care"

"At least not at 3am in the morning. I stood outside of the emergency room. The light has turned on. I stare at my hands. They are red. Her blood is crying. Its desperate. Im desperate too"

"God. What did I do to deserve this punishment? Will I ever get to let out my guilt? I dont know how to cry now. It feels like my eyes has dried out"

"I dont know how much time has passes. The door opens and the doctor walks out"

Ms. Turner. Who is the patient?

She is my sister. How is she doing?

"I sound like a desperate cat now. He sighs"

She lost too much blood Ms. Turner. Luckily we have her group and the blood is ready. Her oxygen level is too low. Pressure dropped down in insane point. Her breathing is too shallow now. She almost cut off her veins. Let's just hope for the recovery. We dont know if she will be able to make it

"I fall on my knees. He walks back to the room. I lean on the wall and stares at the uncomfortable white ceiling and closes my eyes"

"Its just the start of the hellfire"

•

"I had no idea how my parents has found out about it. Considering Matthias with them- Its not surprising"

"I watch them making their way to me.They moved Adelia to Intensive Care Unit at 6 am. That's the last destination of mine. I dont know what time is it now. I dont have my phone with me. I dont know anything. I dont wanna know anything"

Dear. How is she?

I dont know

"My voice comes out in rasp. Her hand runs on my hair. I dont know what I am feeling right now. I got no idea"

Be strong Sweety. Everything will be fine

"Dad caress my back, drawling circles. I look at Matthias who has been looking at me from the start. Soon his parents and brother also joines us. Mrs. Deschênes helds my hand"

Annalise. How did that happened dear?

I hired a fucking housekeeper only to receive the suicide attempt of my sister

"I greet my teeth. The anger has gone beyond my memories. I wish that woman to fucking die"

I just sat down on my bed after having a long day at office. It was almost 3am. I received a call from that housekeeper. She told me Adelia tried to take her life. When I reached there- I found her lying on her blood and that fucking woman was just sitting like-

"I close my eyes and run my hands on my face"

Dont worry. Be strong. Everything will be fine. You should go home and take some rest. We will be here

Its just the start of the hellfire. I have to go through everything that my fate decided for me to

"I leave them behind. The hallway shrinks as I walks out from the ICU hallway. I halt infront of the reception and asks for a call"

"I dialed Avelyn's number and she picks up after few rings"

[Who is this?]

Its Annalise. Dont ask me anything

"She stays silent and solemn as I make my remark"

Tell our men to find the housekeeper and kill her

•

"A week has passed. A week has passed in office and hospital. A week has passed in misery, in delusion. Matthias didnt left my side but I asked for some space. Its something I and my sister have to deal with"

"Adelia opened her eyes. It was the news that brought me like a madwoman from my work. They shifted her to a VIP room. The suit stirs as I run towards her room and opens the sliding door"

"I found her staring out of the window. Her eyes are full of hollowness and dullness. She looks almost dead. The bandage on her fair skin looks beautiful in the most odd way. I dont know how to describe everything now"

You should've let me die

"I pick up the vase from my handy and smashes it on the floor"

SHUT THE FUCK UP! SHUT UP!

"She cries out and looks at me. I had the biggest urge to break her neck in a solid crack. She looks down and caress her bandage"

Im done now-

Stop the bullshit now. Stop tormenting more. I've already got lot on my plates

But I dont wanna live as a devil!

Who said you are a devil? You are the one who made yourself a devil. You are not the devil. You were never. We are going to hell. Stop the madness

"I closes the distance between us. She bury her face on my stomach and cries her heart out but I stood there like a steel. Its her fault. She will pay for everything now"

Im scared here. I-I feel like I will d-die here. Take me far away. I dont wanna s-stay here. I beg you. I beg you please. I wanna live Ingaliese. I dont want the torment. Take me far away

"I caress her head and sigh"

I will take you wherever you wanna go

"Its been few days already. The moment Adelia woke up- the siblings disappeared"

"I dont have slightest idea where might they be. Its not like I can't find out about it but I dont wanna do this. I wanna give her sometime. Annalise went through so many storms. It will be a lie if I say Im not jealous of Adelia. Surely Im jealous of that piece of shit. Annalise did so much for Adelia. She did everything to protect Adelia. It might sound weird but Im desperate for Annalise's attention now"

"She didnt abandoned Adelia. Well if I was at her place- I would've abandoned Adelia. I might sound selfish now but I wouldn't have brought a sinner on my shoulders but Annalise didnt"

"And yet- Adelia still tormented her like a selfish bitch. She tried to take her life where Annalise was ready to do anything to save her from everyone. I wanted to kill Adelia too. People like Adelia is a curse in people's life yet- Annalise stood like a shield and I dont wanna kill Adelia. I dont want my woman's hardwork to go on an easygoing vain"

"Its time for Annalise to think about herself too"

"I prepared a flower bouquet for Mrs. Turner. She invited me over for tea. I know that she wanna discuss something with me. I dont mind that"

"One of the guard of Turner mansion opened the door of my car. I thanked him and follow a female worker. She leads me to the backyard, on the same place I shot Annalise because I was jealous of a french bastard who acted as her fiance. That shit is happily married and also have a child"

"I saw Mrs. Turner leisurely sitting on a comfortable chair of a table. She is an elegant person. Though Annalise is not her daughter- the mother-daughter duo has extreme similarity. Blood really doesn't needs to be everywhere"

Sorry. I was a bit late. Here its for you

"She gets up and takes the flowers with a sweet smile"

No problem dear. Thank you for the flowers

"I smile and sit down across her. She serves me some tea. It has a very nice fragrance and I instantly takes a sip of it, savouring the light sweet taste"

How is work going?

Just usual but no problem so far. The project turned out so well. Its been a bit tough because Annalise is not here. She is indeed the backbone of everything

"Mrs. Turner smiles and nod her head, taking a sip from her tea. I have a hard feeling that Mrs. Turner knows about them. Not sure. Just a gut feeling"

Yeah. My daughter is indeed very compatible. I dont know when she will be able to let go of her guilt. And here she is busy healing a psychopath

"Yes. She knows"

You are curious. Right dear?

"But I didnt expected her next words to turn out as such a hellfire"

She took Adelia to Sweden- on their hometown

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A devil that grant wish? The most bullshitted thing I've ever heard on my life. I've never seen someone so delusional like Adelia Blank

God forbid me from having a sister like her ever!

Its 9k+ If anyone is wondering

Everything is cleared now. Their mother also had the split personality and Adelia has it too. They hence termed it "Devil"

Its Annalise's birth month if anyone remembered. Through we are might be on October to this book but birthday is still a birthday right?

Sad but the next episode is the final episode of Peculiar Amour

I can't say anything more. There wont be any side stories. I dont have the courage to write about them anymore

I shall be able to wrap it this month. Please help me stay strong

To be continued-
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